Pieces.

(08.29.09)
I want to believe in
A dream that means more
to me than textbook answers.
I don't feel my heart is in my life.
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I wish I could rent a billboard
to throw my thoughts upon.
Then no one has to ask me how
I really feel because
Everyone who drives by would know
how scared I feel inside.
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I think I wish I could
create a masterpiece
to give the world.
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I don't think I cry enough to try.
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Where am I going?
-Nowhere I intended to be.
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I close my eyes
Count to ten
Then back to one.
Never enough time
To settle my mind.
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I wish I still painted pictures with words.
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Lost inside
my own demands.
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