(08.31.09)
Bright lights
caress the city.
Beauty in it's watchful eyes.
Hold me down
and make me witness
Such dangerous intent in what
You meant when you told me
that you loved me.
Like sunshine floating over my skin.
I'm too pale for this.
I need fluorescence and
Grossly clean white tiles
to put me at ease.
Don't put smudges on my world.
I need to paint a mask on
all of this
Before
I step into the sunshine.
Don't let me burn.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Pieces.
(08.29.09)
I want to believe in
A dream that means more
to me than textbook answers.
I don't feel my heart is in my life.
---
I wish I could rent a billboard
to throw my thoughts upon.
Then no one has to ask me how
I really feel because
Everyone who drives by would know
how scared I feel inside.
---
I think I wish I could
create a masterpiece
to give the world.
---
I don't think I cry enough to try.
---
Where am I going?
-Nowhere I intended to be.
---
I close my eyes
Count to ten
Then back to one.
Never enough time
To settle my mind.
---
I wish I still painted pictures with words.
---
Lost inside
my own demands.
---
I want to believe in
A dream that means more
to me than textbook answers.
I don't feel my heart is in my life.
---
I wish I could rent a billboard
to throw my thoughts upon.
Then no one has to ask me how
I really feel because
Everyone who drives by would know
how scared I feel inside.
---
I think I wish I could
create a masterpiece
to give the world.
---
I don't think I cry enough to try.
---
Where am I going?
-Nowhere I intended to be.
---
I close my eyes
Count to ten
Then back to one.
Never enough time
To settle my mind.
---
I wish I still painted pictures with words.
---
Lost inside
my own demands.
---
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Am Ill Ion.
(082709)
I swear it feels as if
I walked along a road for quite some time
And didn’t really know which way I should be headed
But kept on walking
Anyway.
And I think my mind went blank a few miles back
And I hurried to make memories
That would last me lifetime
But not matter a day.
And I put my heart into things
I really don’t know
Only to come out with an understanding
That myself is not what matters
To another.
And some days I look at the sky
And I think there must be something wonderful
Waiting for me there,
Because I like to think it’s all a miracle
And we’re all indespensible
In a way that makes us real
To someone so intangible.
I want to shake the world awake
And tell everyone that it’s okay
To not know which way to go,
But to keep on going anyway.
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